Choices

To expand or to stay the same. Both hurt, feel like a stretch, one however leaves more pain. The easier way, the flow in my soul, the opening like air as I release the hold. A result of choosing, making the choice. I have waited, I have prayed, I have asked for the signs - what is left now? The thoughts that reside in my mind. To be observed instead of trusted and followed through. A separation, external distraction dividing me from you.

No control over the thoughts, only control is in the choice. I choose to be free, to release, not knowing what is next for me. This is the only way to connect back to my soul who is always looking for me. Choosing to look back, connected and trusting in Source. I can trust you, I can trust myself, this I know for sure.